Hey hey hey!
Oh my, wazzup with the title of this post?! Haha! Well it's just that I don't feel alive/lively lately. Something is just wrong with me! I'm not making fasting as the main excuse but it does contribute in a way. I didn't update lately coz apart from being busy, I get tired very easily. I mean it! Unlike a handful of people I know, for the past week, I wasn't at home every afternoon! I'm out and about so yeah, by half an hour towards breaking fast, I just felt like fainting. Sheesh!
Co-incidentally, I usually passed by Geylang when I'm out. Thus, I've visited Geylang thrice. Of course focusing on different parts everytime. I'm quite disappointed with the bazaar this year. It's more of a pasar malam to me and there's not much variety. I agree with what Jannah said. The festivity spirit is almost depleting. Is it really because most Singaporeans nowadays can't be bothered to celebrate Hari Raya as grand as before? Or is it the atmosphere at Geylang itself that pulls the spirit down? In anyways, I hope the festivity mood does come back in the following years. I'm yet to visit Kampong Glam but I believe, it's just about the same. Last year's bazaar there wasn't at all grand; contradicting the huge advertisements.
An update about my family. Me & mom went to the Syariah Court a couple of days back to file a summon against my dad. The first hearing will take place on 23rd October. I just hope my dad can give his co-operation and get things settled ASAP. I don't wish to have this issue dragging on. A simple divorce shouldn't take that long right? But if he thinks he can fool the law, he will get a warrant of arrest and be brought to the Syariah Court, handcuffed. We're still trying to save his face but I guess in his state right now, nothing can make him feel shameful. Oh wells, come what may, I will always support my mom and make sure she remains strong! Insya'allah.
Wow, my friends have all made preparation for Hari Raya. New clothes, new shoes, everything new! I'm still thinking whether should I buy a new Hari Raya outfit or recycle my old (but in good condition) ones. My mom really had no more mood to celebrate Hari Raya. Who can blame her right? I understand but I still want to! I am trying my best to get her in the festivity mood. Hehe. I mean, life goes on right even if it's just staying at my grandma's home on the first day of Hari Raya from this year onwards. Haha! I don't come from a big family so it's always the same faces each year. Boring! But, I really am looking forward to the green packets from my aunt, grandma & godmom especially. Hehe! I can be instantly rich on the first day itself. Damn, how materialistic can I be?? ;)
Ok I guess I'll end my not so little post here. Happy fasting to everyone! U can do it! Haha! Just 20 days more to victory! Gosh, time does pass by very quickly yeah? Oh btw, do listen to the Baddi Eish song I've put up. The ever gorgeous Haifa Wehbe sang it. I'm just so into arabic songs lately. Thanx so much to Diyanah (Dane's gf) who helped me translate some words I don't know. How nice~ Haha! Adios amigos! :)
Signing off,
Niz
