Ever since the divorce of my parents, mom & me got the attention of many. They all showed their care and concern, with some going a tad too much. It's just weird! Sheesh. I really hate when questioned on how I am coping with the LOSS of my father. I was like, puhlease! Since late 2006 (when I first got to know he re-married), I was all out to see him gone from my life! In fact, I was begging mom to let him go when she was that reluctant! Gawd, it's more like him losing me rather than me losing him! To think I would miss him and cry buckets...! No way ho zay!
Speaking of cry, I chanced upon this song by Jay Sean entitled "Why Cry". Indeed, the lyrics depicts my true feeling now! For all u know, I never shed a single tear since his "disapperance". It's not that I don't love my father, but, his acts left a deep scar in me. Thus, I don't even want to recall he once existed in my life. Call me harsh but that's the fact. I'm glad it's all over now! Once everything is stable, I'm 100% sure my life with mom will be a million times better! :D
No No N No No No
No No N No No No
Oo Oohh Ohhh Ohhh
I See A Face In The Mirror That I Just Don't Like
But I Gotta Keep Tellin Myself That Its Alright
Cuz Now Im Older Theres No Sense In Me Crying Cos' Mama Said Am Not Like You
Used To Havin People Say That I Talk Like Him
Dipped Ma Pace And Ma Step So I Don't Walk Like Him
I Don't Know Wat I Found Inside A' Me But Its Got Me Over You
(Why Cry)
Not A Single Letter Or A Single Call From You
(Why Cry)
Am A Stronger Man Now And Its All Because Of You
(Why Cry)
Cuz I Cant Wait On You No More
I Made It Here Without You
So Tell Me Why Should I Cry
Mama Was The One Who Taught Me How To Ride My Bike
And She Was The One Who Taught Me How To Stand And Fight
Mama Was Ther For Me, Mama Was My Everything
Wen Ma First Day Of School Would Start
(Where Were You)
And Wen I First Had A Broken Heart
(Where Were You)
Those Were The Times I Most Needed You
But Thats What Got Me Through
Am So Over You
(Why Cry)
Not A Single Letter Or A Single Call From You
(Why Cry)
Am A Stronger Man Now And Its All Because Of You
(Why Cry)
Cuz I Cant Wait On You No More
I Made It Here Without You
So Tell Me Why Should I Cry
I No Its Hard
And Were Bound To Make Mistakes
But If Theres Anything I Learned From You Its Not To Runaway
(Runawaayy)
Through All The Complicated Situations In My Life
(I Wont Run)
(I Will Learn)
I Wont Cryyy
I Wont Cry
(Why Cry)
Not A Single Letter Or A Single Call From You
(Why Cry)
Am A Stronger Man Now And Its All Because Of You
(Why Cry)
Cuz I Cant Wait On You No More
I Made It Here Without You
So Tell Me Why Should I Cry
(Why Cry)
Not A Single Call From
(Why Cry)
Am A Stronger Man Now And Its All Because Of You
(Why Cry)
Cuz I Cant Wait On You No More
I Made It Here Without You
So Tell Me Why Should I Cry
So Tell Me Why Should I Cry
So Tell Me Why Should I Cry
Regards,
Niz
