Friday, April 3, 2009
Reality Check
 "Honestly, what will become of me? I don't like reality as it's just way too clear to me..."
Oh wells, who loves reality, no? Still, one has to face it no matter how tough it may be and this is what I'm currently going through. If it's only one big blow, it probably would still be alright for me but unfortunately, I received two in the same week so U can say that it's pretty hard for me to handle. Haha. Even so, I try my best to remain calm and poised, and still look forward to tomorrow even though nothing is certained. I'm like living in a world full of fear now. Sigh... For the longest time ever, I've hold on to the saying, "there's a light at the end of the tunnel", but why does my vision seems so blur now? Or perhaps, the light just won't shine for me? Either way, I know I must not give up and continue to pray/hope for the best (after working on everything, that is). That's all I can do coz someday, I will understand in God's whole plan and what He's done to me. :) I suppose it's just my fate...
P/S: I got 3 Bs for the "October 2008" Exam with a GPA of almost 3.2 (after adding the CCA Point) and as U may have guessed it, I didn't get to enter any Polytechnic. I may not seem that affected but God knows how I feel. NS next, I suppose? :P
Regards,
Niz
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