Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Pass Out Ceremony
 So, yesterday was the day I failed passed out from Basic Military Training Centre (School) 2 located on Pulau Tekong. It's the day where I'm supposed to be full of joy and also felt a great sense of achievement but sadly, I don't. Yes, I'm happy I'm out from my little "hell" but the hell I went through is nothing as compared to other recruits from my company and those alike. At one point of time, I felt like I don't even deserve to go out. Strange, right? Haha. I mean, I know where I stand. But, things happen, no? If only I can turn back time... Still, whatever that happened doesn't matter anymore. The future is what matters...
Now, I'm still waiting for my posting out result. Yeah, despite failing my BMT and having to recourse at a later time, I still have to be posted out to a unit first and the process is very much the same like any other recruits. No one is sure what the future is like for them. I just hope for the best and I really want to do well this time round. No matter where I'm posted (not that I have a choice, right?), I have to adapt and perform well. Everyone at the unit will know that I've failed my BMT due to tonnes of Att C so I musn't give them the impression that I'm a "chao keng king" or something. I must prove them wrong. Hehe. Majority of the people in my company knew why I'm always on Att C but the new people don't. So yeah...
For now, I'm gonna put aside everything about National Service and just enjoy my 2 weeks blocked leave. I really want to make full use of this short leave. :D
Regards,
Rec Khairun
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