Friday, September 4, 2009
Recourse
 Sigh...... The verdict is out! The big question that I had for a couple of weeks now, is finally answered. Yesterday, my Commander informed that I have to recourse (aka go through BMT again), after I've posted out. My heart really sank so low at the point of time because I have been hoping not to recourse. I saw it as pointless and all. But then, my Commander (even Section Sargeant) said that I've got no choice. Furthermore, they thought to recourse is far more better than anything else. I was like, are U kidding me?! Oh wells... I know and everyone else know that forever being on Att C is never my wish BUT when I miss something, I really missed it. No amount of catching up will do so recourse seem to be the only solution...
Well, I'm glad that they will post me out first so at least I wouldn't need to go through the 7 weeks again, anytime soon. The Commander kind of assured me that the recourse should most probably take place, next year. While I'm not really taking his words, deep in me, I pray hard that it will be next year. I can't afford to go through everything again in a short period of time. Moreover, what if my condition is just about the same when I recourse, soon enough? Would I have to recourse one more time, then? Haha. Oh god... I'm already feeling sick thinking about this recourse thingy! :(
Ok recourse aside, I still have another big question that is yet to be answered. That is, regarding post out. Where will I go? What will I do? Will I survive, there? What if it's tougher? On and on the question goes... Haha! From what I've heard, unless one is really happy and could make do with the posting, then they'll really going to suffer. As in, despite disliking their chores, they still have to be forced to spend the rest of the two years doing it. Sucks, right? Sigh. I really pray I get posted out to the right place and have the right company. :( If I'm not mistaken, posting results will be revealed on the 18th of September, through the NS Portal. Hmmm... I'll surely update again when the time comes, yeah? ;)
Regards,
REC Khairun
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